I am not sure whether it's all in my head or not, but for the last two to three weeks, I can hear an array of things that aren't there, any it's very difficult to concentrate on anything at all - it's literally driving me up the wall.
I might be out with my partner or friends, and I constantly think they are talking when they're not.
I feel cut off from reality - the only way I can describe it is like saying I have had my mind - my being - cut off from the rest of my body. I feel like I am literally floating. It's like i'm constantly on anaesthetic.
The voices aren't anything bad - they're literally mumbling all the time and I can't think straight is all.
I've also been acting weird, but I've literally just come away from a really bad and stressful month, which might be why I am feeling peculiar. It's always been there, the noises, etc, but it's more prominent now.
I'm already being treated for ADHD and depression...
I'm seeing a doctor tomorrow and I'll probably tell him I want to be put on a anti-psychotic med (pribably amisulpride).
Does it make you 'feel normal', because I literally don't feel like I can do anything at the moment, and short of being hospitalised, I feel like everything is coming to crash in on me!
Literally, sos. And I'm sort of hallucinating, but it's only things like spiders or whatever if I stare at something too long or sit in one place too long.
I'm not a danger to myself or anyone else, but I have no peace of mind at all.
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