Ok, this is highly personal, bear with me. It's a little embarrassing to write but anyway though.
I am a woman in my mid 20s and have been celibate for some time now by choice. I am not in a relationship and I don't give it up to the men I date. I'm not interested in one night stands and when I stopped my sexual activity, I said the next time will be with a guy that I love. Well, I have not fallen in love. But I do have needs though.
I am however thinking of "getting some" this weekend from a guy down the street. I've known him for awhile and we're going to hang out. I just wonder if I will feel guilty after the fact because I have been holding out so long only to give in. We're not in a relationship and I'm not interested in one. Anyway, I'm super nervous but I want to do this. What should I do about my nervousness? I don't know if it's because I haven't been intimate with anyone in awhile? Has anyone else ever experienced something similar? Going from celibacy and back?
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