I can't get over when i lived at home. day and night my mum and dad wud make cruel remarks about my appearence.about cellilite,fat etc-i do modelling and am not ugly!! constanttly, they put me down, i couldn't even stay in the same room as them for a minute. about how i failed/wasn't smart enough/compared me to other girls...they never put any pressure on my little brother, as i was supposed to be cleverer. my dad would often lash out physically at me, when i avoided him and talking back to him, he wud niggle me, and create excuses to fight, even not let me have access to internet or my own car. i am soo insecure now/moved out and won't talk to them. i look at my brother and see how confiden and happy he is compared to me. what happened here. was it normal??
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