in high school i was in this group of friends who as soon as we graduated, turned on me...my guess is because i wouldn't be a part of their drug deals and therefore they couldn't make money off me. it sucked, my friends abandoned me, but all i did was go onto college and make new friends and decide i was better off without them. but for some reason, even though i do great in my real life, and never think about them, i frequently have dreams about encountering them. last night for example i had a dream that one of those guys broke into my house to vandalize it, and i started fighting him. the other part of this dream is that i can never move quickly enough to fight. my punches are so slow that they don't hurt anyone, its so weird, i hate it. if i was going to take my anger out on these guys in my dreams thats one thing but its so frustrating to be so close and then have your arms work move too slow, and not hit hard at all!!! what does it all mean??!!!
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