I am an apostate of Islam. I left Islam approximately 8 years ago. My wife (born and raised in Pakistan, but has been in Ontario, Canada for the past 15 years approximately) continues to be a Muslim & our children (both born & raised in Ontario, Canada) are exposed to both religions. We expose them to what we believe is the truth but don't shove it down their throats, nor do we play favorites.
In a bid to woo me back to Islam, my mother (born & raised in Pakistan but has been in Ontario, Canada for the past 30 years approximately) has offered to take me (born & raised in Ontario, Canada) to Hajj; all expenses paid. BTW...the only reason I'm telling you where we were born is so that you get a better understanding of our upbringing & culture, etc.
I've incurred some nominal fees (passport renewal, visa application, passport photos, vaccinations, etc.) but my mother says she'll not only reimburse me for those hidden fees but that she'll also pay for my time off from work (1 paycheck as we'll be gone for only 2 weeks). To be honest, I'm feeling really guilty about going at her expense. It's an expensive trip, I'm not a fan of travel anyways (quite frankly, I hate it) & I have a strong belief in Christianity. My mom, a breast cancer survivor, strongly believes that once we go for Hajj I'll come back to Islam.
Hating travel as much as I do, the way I look at it is that at least it's free and I can take some cool pictures. But something tells me I won't be able to take pictures; I've just got this gut feeling. So for those of you who have already made the trek to Hajj, were you able to take pictures???
BTW...I know I could've simply asked if you were able to take pictures at Hajj, but I also had to get some things off my chest and am hoping that some Muslim brothers or sisters could look at what I wrote and also offer me some insight as to the rest of my situation.
Cheers.
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