Okay, i was just wondering if these symptoms seem like OCD...
-I can't touch soft materials, except cotton. I hate seeing other people touch these materials aswell. The worst for me would be polyester or nylon.
- I can't step on ANY soft material without socks on, infact i sleep with socks on and always wear them.
- I hate people touching my feet, especially the soles. I cannot watch people touching their own or other peoples feet.
- If the cusions on the sofas are the wrong way up i will turn them over. I also like my pillow on my bed to be facing the right way.
- I worry that things aren't locked or closed properly. I will go back and check just to put my mind at rest.
- I always think i have something wrong with me, like a disease or something fatal. I went to the doctors to check i didn't have cancer- i didn't, the doctor made me feel like a fool but hey.
- I have a big fear of death i think about it every day.
- I expect the worst to happen, ifi go on a train or aeroplane i expect there to be a bomb. My heart beats fast everytime an aeroplane goes over my house- it could be a bomber.
- If i hear people laugh I'm paranoid that its about me and i always think that i will get abducted or kidnappened, i suspect everyone i see in the street. (Okay that isn't ocd but hey)
- Even if it is night time i wake up and go outside to check my cat is ok, or check the doors to my guinea-pigs houses are shut.
And the final thing, i don't think that this is OCD but its weird nonetheless. I sometimes feel like i'm not really here. Like i'm not real, as though i'm just observing my life... Nothing seems real, like i don't exsist. Does anyone else get this?
Okay thanks guys!
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