ok...well, monday was my first day of high school...well... i HATED it.
they messed up my schedule 7 times...in one day. i ate lunch alone because my friends all went to different schools and the kids at my new school...well. they are not nice...at all. so i ended up in electives i hate (law studies... i want to sing, act, or write not be a lawyer!) with kids who enjoy tormenting me (i am the youngest in my classes because i am in 9th grade technically but i take classes with 10th graders) and well...the teachers are not pleasant. more so...some of the classes literally have like 55 kids! so you have to stand for 2 hours! on the bus ride home i got to the bus late and none of the people would let me sit with them...except the perverted guys...but they had like...pervy thoughts. so i got to walk 6 miles home in a tropical storm...
i am a straight a student, i enjoy singing, acting, danceing, and writing. i can do the work, i will do the work. the work is the easy part. the thing i am haveing trouble with is... the kids. there are too many of them and they are a bit disrespectful (expecially when you are younger) and just stright out mean! i intened to go to collage. i already have 4 years pre paid. sooo... i guess my question is:
what are some alternatives that are 1: possible and 2: better for me *i want to just do the work and get into collage... i have other activities out side school to make friends and all so isolation is ok* and 3: not as upsetting. i mean, i only told the highlights of my day...the bad parts were worse, when i got home i actually cried for like hours...thats how bad some of it was.
thank you all so much for the help. i really need it. anything is really great at this point. i just need some ideas... if you have info on them thank you! if not i can get some...just please help with the ideas.
thank you.
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