I was just brought to tears at how jealous I am of my friends who can afford to horseback ride. And it wouldn't bother me if it wasn't true that ever since I was three I wanted to ride, but unfortunately it is true. I am 14 I can't really get a job. I want to so bad but my parents arn't going to pay 40 dollars for a half an hour lesson.. So IDK! I am just so confused why it seems just me, I can't ride, and thats seriously all I've really wanted to do and it's eating away at me because I am not even just saying this, since I was three a horse was my favorite animal and its so hard seeing other people being able to do it and I can't... This is more of a ramble than anything else but still.. :( I dont know what to do
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