I REALLY NEED HELP! PLEASE ANSWER!?

Question

I'm going to be in grade 11 right now. 5 years ago, someone started bullying me. I didn't have the nerve to tell an authority about this until last year. Ever since, he hasn't bullied me. He sometimes would still look like way and give me dirty looks but I just try and laugh it off. But I can't stop thinking that he'll do something to me. I constantly live in fear of this person. I am very scarred by the past years of bullying. One minute I'm thinking everything is going to be fine and everything is all good, and the next I'm freaking out and having panic attacks.

I went to different therapists but none of them worked. The meds didn't work too.

I really don't know what to do!!I have 2 more years of school left with him. How do I survive the last 2 years!

Anyone who has been through simular situation, PLEASE ANSWER!

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thank u in advance

Answer 1

STAY WITH CLOSE FRIENDS AT MOST IF NOT ALL TIMES! This is ur biggest problem. CAnt do anything to you if you have a close friend with you cuz its to against one and bullies cant handle that. Im not giving you the garbage about understanding him, but also, there is something wrong with everyone! Even him, find something really bad about him and rub it in his face or something like that. Analyze life and do something about it.  

Answer 2

I know what Im gonna say will sound stupid, naive, idiotic and impossible and meaningless.

But in order for you to pull yourself together, you just can't hide from him or just cower behind your friends back and hope he wont notice you.

You gotta fkn stop worrying! Worrying wastes time! Whats the point worrying about something which you don't even know is going to happen. Worry when it actually happens!

Do you actually know how you're gonna feel worrying about nothing for 2 years! Let me tell you, Im being bullied from this guy who in almost every class with me, fk im scared of him but I don't worry about what gonna happen to me!

I've decided to not waste my time here in school and my freedom I've got now, and walk with my head high. I've got to admit I was a s****t and I also enjoyed people getting beaten down after what I said to them, and you can't give people like me or him the privilege of seeing you all weak, cuz believe me, bullies are s****t and seeing the person becoming weak cuz of us is like a gift from god everytime we see you.

So. you better enjoy your life and stop worrying or ur gonna regret it~