I don't want to live?

Question

My life is so ****** up...i don't know if i wan't to live anymore.

so much **** is going wrong. Where do i begin ?

i'm 20 years old can't find a job..i have a **** load of problems to deal with debt, warrant from not going to court for possession as a minor.

i didn't have the money to pay for the fines + classes the court was making me do ...now due to that finding a job would be even more difficult.Seems my life is going nowhere fast and everyone else around me is doing really good. well anyways wth should i do? i feel like making it simple and buy a gun and just shoot myself...Then i wouldnt have to deal with so much...i don't even enjoy living T_T

Answer 1

Just take a deep breath, Try to think of the positive things in your life, althought it might seem imposible right now, just try. Think of all the good things that have come your way, you just need to organize life. Its a tough time for you right now, but things WILL get better. you just need to have faith in yourself, and before you know it you will be right back on track. Some things just need a little more work than others.

I hope things turn around for you soon, i know they will :)

Answer 2

everybody gets to a point like that unfortunately ur time is now----the time for no juob not for killing urself-----first of all, get a planner, set up some job interviews, and start organizing ur bills, debts, etc. u r only 20 for Gods sake ! and u should have one of ur friends thats doing well over, and talk with them about helping u start back up..... And if u kill urself, ur not going 2 get a wife, have kids, or live the rest of ur life... this is only a little bump in the road and dont do something u will regret especially what u r thinking of......cuz once u do that, no matter how much u want 2 take it back, u cant...

Answer 3

Dude, I have been there. I know exactly what your going through. It's going to be hard, but you'll get through it

Answer 4

boy omg i feel for you plz dont kill your delf though im 14 and have been soo close to death soo i recomend you go to a mental facility not trying to be mean when i say that. cuz i have been to one and they help alot and i believe that they can help you out soo just remember this death is a perminate solution to a temporary problem..... even if it doesnt seem temporary it is trust me.... plz dont do anything stupid...

email me if you want extra help.. ill be glad to

Answer 5

this too shall pass. you never know what is going to happen tommorrow. take a deep breath. dont kill your self. try going to a local church, preferably catholic (there is something so much different feeling when in that kind verses a protestant), and just sit there for a few minutes. try it you may feel better. do it with an open mind..say a couple prayers even if you dont believe. give it a shot

sorry this is so choppy!

Answer 6

Please go to this link and call their number

http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html

They will have free counseling to help point you in the right direction.

You can even call a lawyer over the phone and get free legal advice.  Your going to have to face your warrant situation.  See if the court will work someone out with you or you may have to do jail time.  In all honesty either way you have nothing more to lose.  If I didnt have a job I would go ahead and turn myself in because its not going to go away.  I would serve my time and start my life over but first call a lawyer over the phone and find out what your options may be.  Most will give free advise over the phone.

Or you go to another country and start over but first things first, go get free counseling.

Answer 7

Well your not alone, everyone goes through rough times.

I got a minor in possesion of Alcohol ticket when I was 17.

It cost me 400+ dollars,

and group therapy at a g*y counseling place,

once a week for over three to four months.

Life is difficult,

thats what makes us strong people.

Answer 8

don't give up it will get better trust me please don't do it  

Answer 9

Everyone has issues. You're not the only one. I would suggest you have a more positive attitude and try to fix each of your issues one at a time. Make a list and mark them off. It might be helpful to know that there are others in worse circumstances than you are. You may not feel that way, but I'm sure it's true. God bless.

Answer 10

I think you coming on here though and posting this shows that a part of you still wants to live and is asking for support.  As difficult as your life is, try to stay strong.  It can get better.  

Answer 11

i'm sorry to hear that. but just be a lil more patient, keep looking for a job, until u find something... ask ur parents see if they could help u out economically with ur debts....

just hang in there... u know what?

i think everything in life has a solution... but once u die... i really don't know what would happen... u could live h**l right now, while u r alive.. but who knows, maybe if u work hard 2 make things easier they will eventually take a better course... but once u r dead.. what will happen? what will u gain out of it?

give urself a chance and see ur life thru... just be patient and work really hard 2 try to get urself ahead, to be on top of things... to make ur life better.. just be patient, have more faith in urself, and try all ur posibilities... see if u can find some solutions to ur problems... even if they are small things... start from small things... and hopefully things will get better

Answer 12

omg. don't say that! you need to just take your time. and trust me, wealth will come your way if you just believe. i am going to suggest a movie for you "the secret" go and buy it, because after i watched it, i was getting more stuff. also, i have been in plenty of positions where i felt like shooting myself in the head, but i have gotten better...it was for depression though...like serious depression and anxiety. and i am telling you this becuase i know plenty of people who feel the same way, and even though it looks lke people are doing perfect in their life, thats a total lie, you are definitely NOT alone hun. OK? you really need to rethink for a moment, look yourself in the mirror for a long time and say to yourself, "i am strong and i can do this!"

it really works!

i have done it before, it's totally normal. so just relax, take a deep breath and think before doing. take it just a day at a time! you will get through this!!!!!!!!! trust me!!!

just know that people love you, and think about what you would be doing to them by killing yourself! i was about to overdose on meds, and i ended up having to be hospitalized! and i am doing very well and successful now. so dont worry hun..you'll be fine. surround yourself with only positive thinking, becuase that really works, just take a step outside, think about what you would like to accomplish in life and how you want to live, and trust me when i say that it will come for you!

if you don't believe me...well...rethink that too. lol

answer mine...if your up to it:

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Answer 13

I've felt that way, and I promise you, there will be better days ahead. MUCH better days. I had chronic panic attacks two years ago that literally took over my life. I had to quit a job, avoid functions, avoid people, and learn how to live in utter despair. But if you ask me now if I'm stronger because of it, I'd say yes. And if you ask me if I'm happy I lived through it, I'd say yes. Once you get over something like that, it makes every day so much easier. Knowing you got through something so horrible and sad assures you that you can get through anything! I love my life, and I thank God everyday for my blessings. Please, trust me. If you do anything right now, trust me. Trust that it will get better. I PROMISE you it will. It might not seem that way right now, but take a chance and trust someone who cares deeply for a complete stranger. Brighter days will come, I am 100% sure of it. You might not believe in God, but something someone told me years ago helps me get through rough times: "God will never give you more than you can handle." Regardless of your religion, trust that. You will never have more than you can possibly handle. It might be hard to juggle it all, but soon it'll all work out.

If you ever, ever need someone to talk to, feel free to send me a message. You are not alone.

Answer 14

im not trying to be mean seriously but suck it up people go through **** in there lives and i mean who enjoys living when people are dying and people are getting raped and **** and jus know everything happens for a reason even if you dont think so....dont shoot yourself people care about you

Answer 15

Do not give up on life. Everyone goes through certain phases of their life when that think that they would be better off dead. Life is actually a very fun thing. It has it's hard times but those hard times don't last forever. Just believe in yourself. You will get through this , I promise. I wish you the best of luck.

Answer 16

Aww, don't say that! You are definitely NOT alone, I feel the same way. Just take life one day at a time with stride, try to find some sort of support from family or friends. And also, find something or someone to live for and think of that thing or person when you feel this way. I'm sure you aren't that hopeless!

Hope I helped, feel better!