I have been a s*x victim?

Question

Hello,

I am currently 15, turning 16 in a few months. When i was a child my mother gave me off to be babysit by this nice old lady. However, she had 2 sons (both have reputations of being mentally unstable). Anyways, when i was very young, about 5, i remember 1 of the sons pointing at me to his p***s. Yes, i am a guy as well. I remember this event. It seems like a dream, but i realize how disturbing it was about recently. I know where he lives and all. But it is extremely disturbing. He was probably 20+ at that time. I do not remember if i did please him in any kind of way, but i just remember him telling me to do it. There are times where we played games when we were alone in the house. There are also times where i bugged him and got him mad that he would through a slipper at me. However, i did not even remember this happened until i was around 10-12. Weird i know. What do you think i should do?

Answer 1

Try not to remember all these. You saw a nightmare, and now you are trying to forget it. thats all.........

Dont spoil urself with all these craps.......You were a child then, now are are grown up...u know whats right. So regret is needed only if you have done all these even after knowing that its wrong.

So be happy.

Answer 2

It is not weird that you didn't remember this 'til you were 10 or 12. It's called a repressed memory. Please speak to your parents and get some counseling so that you can handle this in a healthy way. These types of incidents only fester with time and will adversely affect you your whole life unless you get some help.

Answer 3

if your not sure you shouldn't say anything, you could ruin peoples lives if you say something and it didn't actually happen... good luck