I've noticed that in every dream I can remember I've been searching for something. Even if I can't remember it I usually wake up feeling lost or missing something. The lighting in my dreams is always very dark, even if it's daylight outside. Although I'm not to sure I've been outside in my dreams...
Well, recently they've been getting me real worked up. They're sickening and unnerving. I wake up feeling humiliated, guilty, and sometimes even feel as if I'm covered in blood.
After these dreams I end up feeling nausious all day with the thought of them in mind. I think they might be giving me headaches to. I've never had a headache in my life -- until these dreams got worse. More real. Vivid.
I'm actually usually never in my dreams. It's just sort of a movie watching sort of experience. But the dreams as of lately I've felt like I'm in my own body.
It scares the h**l out of me.
I'd rather figure out their meaning though -- not just get rid of them.
Any Ideas?
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