I take lamictal and lithium for bipolar disorder. They work well but if I forget to take them even for one day, I start getting seriously dysphoric and start having suicidal thoughts - which I NEVER have since I started taking meds. (I thought withdrawal side effects were't supposed to happen that fast, but I no longer believe that.) It's very disturbing and makes me worry what might happen if I were unable to take my meds for a longer period of time. Not to mention things like the risk of seizures from suddenly going off lamictal...
I spend a lot of time traveling alone overseas for my work, and I've take to wearing a MedAlert bracelet there so that if I'm incapacitated for any reason, doctors will know that I need to take these meds. I also wear it when I go running. Sometimes I think maybe I'll just wear it all the time: it gives me a sense of security and (very important) reminds me to take my meds.
Is this a reasonable thing to do? Do other people do this? Or am I overreacting? It has just been a long road to get this far, and I don't want to take any chances with my current, unfamiliar sense of stability.
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