im a super nervous person, i worry for everything.. i cant just sit still i have to move my legor my arm or just something, unconciously.. ive gone thru a lot of stressful things in my life... my parents divorced when i was young and had to witness a lot.. i had a boyfriend for over 2 yrs that i had to put a restraining order cuz he physically and mentally abused me.. ive had to go to court for him plenty of times.. i just recently let a friend drive to her house which is a block away from our job so that i could eat and we crashed and flipped over at night, we werent wearing our seatbelts and my car was totalld.. no one knows how we are alive, the thing to that is that i had to take all the blame for insurance reasons.. and now im without a car.. ive put a lot on my family and ive just been noticing that my hair is falling in large amounts, especially when i shower and its really scaring me.. my hands are shaky and its hard for me to sleep.. i think a lot about things, negativly too... :/ what type of doctor should i see, what could i have to be like this.. any medicines i could take to calm myself?... i am worried..
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