ok I have this friend. She is my best friend but more than that. And she is not just some best friend I had in middle school. No. She is the biggest part of my life. I mean we have been through every single thing together. We have sooooo many memories. We were the closest people in the world. I love her more than anyone else can ever love someone. She has made such a huge difference in my life. She has taught me things and helped me. She is the only person I can trust. She has been so good to me. Better than anyone else has in the whole world. We care about eachother more than any other two people. I just love her so much I can't even explain it. We always act weird together and nobody understands us. She has always made me laugh and smile and cheered me up. We said we would always be friends. Through high school, college and everything. She knows everything about me. We have always stuck together and she has always been a true friend. I literally cannot live without her. I am never ever gonna find someone like her again. Nobody on this earth can replace her because she is too special to me. She is the most beautiful person I have ever met. But she is staying at our school we went to and I am changing. And I don't know what to do. Because I know you think I can just still hang out with her. But I can't. My mom wont let me go to her house and she cant come her. (Its a really long story.) But really I know I am never gonna see her again unless I visit that school which I can't do. I don't know what I am gonna do without her. I don't want to face the rest of my life without her. She is unlike any other person and there is no way I can ever let her go. Like I said I cannot live without her. I love her way too much and without her I don't have anything. I have other good friends but she matters most to me. Words can't even tell how much I love her and need her. I don't want us to just eventually forget about eachother. We had something that most people will never have. And when I think about losing her and not having her in my life, it like really really hurts. What should I do?
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