I qualified for a TS security clearance while in the Marines back in 1997. While on leave, I sniffed some laughing gas. At the time (I was 21), I equated it to inhaling helium. I have never, ever done any classic drugs (cocaine, meth, marijuana, and everyhting else...I don't even smoke)-I thought nothing of it..I totally forgot about it...
One day after I got out 4 years later...I'm now a civilian non-federal real deal Joh Q Public, it came up that I sniffed (they said huffed) laughing gas (whippits). They asked me why I did it and I told them why (equate to helium-makes you laugh?)...In the meantime I was joining the Army Reserve and had to do another SF-86 (to be an MP)...I looked up that nitrous was not on the schedule of drugs etc...
Gathering some courage, I went to my local security manager and told them about the incident, now 4 years old. They laughed and said don't worry about it. They said "it's not a drug, and we don't care". Now if it was a drug like cocaine, we might care".
Telling them was hard to do. They thanked me for my candor and all that and I felt good. I subsequently completed two deployments with no problems at all and was even held on stop loss for a year...my discharge was honorable..I told them the truth.
In the mean time I have completed my BA and have just received a Masters Degree (MA)...I never once did or have done any type of all through college...I'm not attracted tot hem in any shape or form.
I have now landed a really really good federal civilian job...a really good one, and it requires a TS clearance. Having looked up the regs...although the drug question says the classic hard drugs (meth, cocaine, marijuana), I have never done those while having a security clearance. All I did was sniff laughing gas...
Now I feel that I pigeon holed myself into a conundrum..and feel like I am in this wicked shameful spot all over again...now I have technically lied to the gov about my "drug/inhalant sniffing" (a ONE TIME EVENT that was STUPID).
What do I do? I havent filled out the security clearance paperwork yet, but they are putting me in for an interim clearance...
DO I tell them?
I feel that I already have (the gov in general)....darn this is so hard..soemtimes I hate people, but in the end I hated that I sniffed that stuff in the first place...stupid...any advice?
I'm leaning towards telling them...but how?
I have not alot of time, since I haven't even filled out any paperwork yet....but soon will.
Thanks..hopefully some pros can offer some guidance...pardon the typos or grammar mistakes, as they are my own.
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