ok,so i am about to be 18 yo (legal age in mexico),and i am so stressed.First of all,i like guys and girls,but i have never had a boyfriend,at least a serious one,and i want to,thou i can't have one cause my parents are very overprotective.My mom is kinda like malcolm's (malcolm in the middle),she gets mad easily and is always blabbing about us being lazy,dirty and blah blah blah.My dad,used to fight too much in the streets and now,he is traumatized because of it,and wants to avoid us going out at all cost.And they dont trust me since at starts of this year,when my mom sneaked upon the history of my msn conversations,with older guys,about s*x and stuff,and i just got the psychological *** kick of my life (we are suposed to be christian,but we are kinda like the simpsons).i wanna move somewhere else,get a job well payed,and maybe with room mates,but my lil sister (7 yo) is like very fragile and sweet,and i dont wanna hurt her if i leave,cuz my older brother is an a*****e about so many things,and she has no friends around here to play with or talk to but us,i dont want her to grown resentful with me because of leaving her like that (my parents seems to be worse with time,and imagine what they'l do to a girl),and i wanna meet a guy who's feet are on earth and kinda like me (that will be the hardest) and date him seriously,but i cant go out,and the cicle of thoughts goes on and on...what should i do??
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