i am very stressed lately . like VERY .
and i don't know what to do..
i'm at the point in life where everything is confusing, even though that's basically how my life has been ever since i was born .
well i don't feel like i can trust anyone these days, like i have lost trust for so many people . and my "bestfriends" makes my life feel worse . like they backstabbedd me and this one girl doesn't even talk to me this summer . band is all aboutcompetingg even your friends causing tension, school is grades, and parents are asian which means straight a's . &i've been getting b's . my parents want me to be a pharmacian, but i suck at science . brother is mean &you know, he's in the age where he's into fighting and all that c**p . and well i've been arguing alot with my parents as well . i have this friend at church and she's also been going through alot . and well i've learn some stuff from her . like how this girl like dissed me . hard . and well etc . well i've been helping others and well it seems like no one else can help me with my problems becuz it's too hard . and well i broke down a few times in my room and i feel so stressed . schools in a few days and that means more stress . and summer oheight has caused some things between me &a few people .
well i want to get stress-free or whatever . but i don't know how .
i'm not pacient enough to do yoga, i cant punch bags, i can't drive, i write but it's not really helping, i don't have any sport hobbies or whatever . so WHAT should i do ?? what would YOU do ??
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