Here is background: I have an "obsession" with Notre Dame Cathedral in Paris. I have been there many times to visit (i am from the US) and each time I feel more and more like I don't want to leave. The last time I was there, I became emotionally overwhelmed and I began to tear up as i approached the church. I could sit and stare for hours. When I am inside I want to stay and explore and touch everything. I want to walk around and find all the hidden places and take it all in. I have many pictures around my house, black and white are most pleasing to me, and I look at them often. I feel mystified as I look at these pics (photographs and posters) I often dream of it where I am with my mom and either we are just in the entrance or I am driving around with her trying to actually get to it. We can see it, but can't get there. My mom is alive, but she has never been to Paris I am just looking for someone that is interested in afterlives or something of that nature to give me suggestions
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