Who am I becoming????????

Question

At times,I am happy and cheery. Then I am angry and hateful. My father has been always teasing me, saying that I am a girl with PMS (What ever that is. I never heard of it before. another reason why I am always angry. I never heard of certain things. Being cut off from the world). My old self is gone and I don't know who I am anymore. Who am I becoming. The question seems out of place but, I want to know is, Who is the real me: The loving person who writes stories (Never published one yet) or the guy who doesn't love anything or anyone. Not even himself.

Answer 1

Just go and talk to a counseling. You probably have something in your subconcious that you don't know.  I think you father is not helping you.  You are a precious human being and you deserve to be treated that way.  You can start being the same person you described.  Look yourself in the mirror and repeat, I'm a good and loving person and today I will be happy.  Start writing and publishing what you had written.  Maybe that will help you and someone else.  I think you are depressed and that's probably why you feel that way, but don't let it  go so far try to get help asap.  I will pray for you, let me know how you feel next week.  Ga

Answer 2

DR. EVIL: right?!

Answer 3

Life is tough. Its full of hits and tackles. It doesn't matter how hard you get hit, but how you get up. Let me tell you know you may think your life is h**l but you're not thinking about it in a time span. This is in how much time? A week? A month at most? Honestly everyone has their good moments and PISSED off moments but its just like any other emotion or feeling. And don't worry about what your father says, don't argue with him, just ignore him; SHOW HIM YOU'RE MATURE! (PMS is this one thing girls have from having a period and their levels get high and they get pissed and much more, but its natural for girls.) Yeah sometimes I feel left out and I always get talked behind my back, but who cares; they dont know nothing about you so let them talk all the rubbish they want.  

Answer 4

first of all PMS is periodic menstrual syndrome. some girls get pissy when they have their period.

i say you're just going through a bit of a self-identity crisis and change.

u know what the best thing to do is? grab a tent and camp out by yourself.

or if you can't, just stop thinking about it. do what want, find out what's important to you, what you would never want to lose, what makes you happy. all that type of stuff.

i hope i helped and good luck! ^^

trust me, you'll get over it someday

Answer 5

Sounds like you are in the process of finding yourself, which means no one knows. Only you can figure that out.

Answer 6

In order for you to try and find some reassuring answers to the question of who you are becoming,

you might try and write a vivid longer prayer of your own to great master Destiny that he may help you to more constantly be fiercy and happy and cheery and safer and never for long really be angry and or hateful.

You might try and ask great mysterious master  Destiny to give you more light and more proud certainty about what you are going to become, and to give more success with the ever finer stories that you might want to contrive. You might try and in your own prayer ask master Destiny to help you build up more good glowing memories for the future.

You might try and keep more distance to your own father, so that he may have to do an effort to come and speak to you, to have bright dialogues with you as the rare fiercy and proud off-spring that you really must be to him.

You might try to instaure a sincere and ever deeper dialogue with the You in you that still is so mysterious to you. You might try and abandon yourself to a longer hike or to a higher flight on the bright immense shores of your own soul towards the horizon, towards some new wider horizons that you may not even imagine of.

You might try and pray to high dazzling father Sun and to wondrous master Destiny that for your own mysterious permanence here on the places and landscapes of ferocious luscious mother Earth you may be allowed to enjoy all the warmth and fantasies and reveries of ever more glowing metamorphoses leading on to green scented flowery paths to new apotheoses of glowing certainty and of vivid sublime blissful moments.

You might try and ever more be diligent more clear-sighted with all the assignments or duties that you are given, and be astute like the proverbial old fox no matter what at the registry office is recorded about your own age.

You might try and seek more good loving corroborating company, more throbbing touches and more dreamy long-lasting plans with the sincere one or ones who might enjoy being together with you.

You might try and seek more chances for good glowing laughs.

You might try and write all this and even more of your own in a prayer written by you.

You might try and with a fresher glow of healthier life in your own eyes, in your skin, in the whole of your own person and personality, with greater thrilling vivid adventurous expectancy see to what in your own life is going to happen.

Answer 7

I am majoring in psychology and not knowing all the symptoms, doesn't give me much to work with. Can you give me any more? Are you tired a lot, running thoughts, how old are you?

Answer 8

Who am I becoming? This is a great question with a great answer. The reason this is so Great is because that answer is up to you. WHo do you want to be, what type of man would you like to be. Find that out and then you have the freedom and ability to begin the process of pursuing that person. The thoughts we have, specifically the train of thoughts we persist in are what determine who we are and how we live, so if we want a particular life we persist in and pursue the thoughts will produce that situation. Most people are prisoners to their thoughts and their thinking, this is because they never realize the power and the effect what and how they thinks has on their circumstances. Now you do, and and you need but choose the thoughts that will produce the man you want to be and be consistent in those.