Rewrite this plz i beg of you [10pts] its not for school please?

Question

this prolly doesnt make any sense but its about a boy i dated and i was engaged to and loved so much.he broke my heart and i didnt see the good in him at all.i would be ignorant about everything and i was just selfish. but now i wannna write an apology wanting him to take me back i dont know if this makes any sense for now but i would want it rewritten or maybe write a peace for me . i loved him and i want him to know i lost the person iwas willing to marry to take care of and do anything for .to always be there to never leave him but this is a heart breaking saying iwish i never did so many things.. cos i lost him now

- rewrite this perhaps

"he was the one i fell in love with and fell back on with any problem

he caught me when noone was willing to he was my angel and my everything

i was scared to love at the time but i guess that trust me for him

disappeared after because of my past had taken over to haunt me again..

for some reason =[ thinking that he would just hurt me beyond the others had done to me.but iguess i lost the good within the one i actually loved..and cared for i lost the fact he actually loved me.because now he has set me free.

now im down with these tears.. wishing he never did.wishing i wasnt to blind to see he was the one for me.wishing that i never doubted his love.wishing that igave him that chance wishing to get over my past..wishing he never broke my heart the way he did wishing we never fell part wishing that he will pick me back up again.and repair this. heart of mine because im still in love with you wishing he can give me one last chance.before he ever lets me go.because he is the man i am going to say i do. when i get married to .if you deny this.love of mine . i guess life isnt worth a heart beat to even care about my future or the love for you that i still do have

Answer 1

The best way to tell him how you feel is in your own words.  However, you certainly have a lot of trouble expressing yourself, so I would suggest your organize your thoughts a little better and use correct grammar and spelling, because it will show that you took the time to work on it for him.   Maybe start with how you felt before and then let him know how your feelings have changed. Just be sincere.