I have very luckily found a wonderful, caring, loving, precious man. We have so much in common and both want the same things in life. He treats me like a queen and makes me feel like a million bucks. It's only been a short while so far, and I have already started in with my little games of self-sabotage. I do it even though I know I am doing it, almost because I have done it so much - like a habit. My game then continues by scaring myself to death that this won't work and again I will be left broken-hearted. I know there are no guarantees in life, but please help me understand love and how to slow down, relax, and enjoy it. I am 42, twice married and divorced, but since I met John, I'm not sure if I ever really knew what true love is.
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