thankyou to all for your replies, today is easier thanks to all the support i'v been getting, to put an animal to sleep has got to be the hardest decision i ever had to make, i'm full of guilt regret and whatifs. i know i'm lucky to have been with her at the end, some dont get that luxury, when you take a horse or dog on, you dont look at the end of their lives as you think they'll go on forever. i bow out of the horse world now, nothing can take her place but good luck and thankyou all.x
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