Well, we broke up about 3 weeks ago, and we've been together for 10 months. She loved me, but I ruined that by taking drugs/drinking alcohol. And I treated her like ****, when I wasn't aware of doing so.
I've changed.. She somewhat believes changed, she believes I'm nicer and sober, and when I say nicer, WAYYY NICER. She also thinks I was in a relationship with her for the s*x. PLEASE help me, she's all I've got, literally.
A week after the breakup, she told me she missed me, finally admits to loving me, and is thinking of being with me..
A day after telling me she loved me, we hung out, it all went good, we go back to her house, I get a blow out of it. (She did it unexpectedly)
And now, she's mad at me, says she'll never forgive me for breaking her heart, losing her trust, hope, faith and love.
She also tells my friend that she's never gonna be with me (She tells that to me too) and she tells her friends she's thinking of getting back with me..
I saw her after school last Wednesday, she instantly hugged me, I gave her the anniversary present I wasn't able to give her while we were still going out, then she talked me out of a fight, I walked her home, nearing her house, she grabbed my hand and held it until we got to her house, she gave me one h**l of a kiss goodbye, and I left.
Then on Friday, I was gonna prove to her I'm not embarrassed of her by getting on my knees and apologizing in front of her school, etc. But she just ignored me when I saw her, went into her friends car and got a ride home, I went to her house, talked to her for a bit, she cried after I told her I'd never hurt her again, and how she didn't deserve what I put her through, etc. I got a kiss goodbye then too..
She also tells my friend that I stalk her, but I barely see her?
She also said to my friend she liked a guy, ended up kissing him after we broke up.. Along with liking guys at her school.
Her best friend tells me she's just scared of getting hurt again, and doesn't want to feel the pain I put her through, but I've changed, and want to make it up to her.
I need to get her back,
Is there anything I can do?
Anything I can do to prove to her I'm not embarrassed of her?
Anything I can do to prove I'm not in a relationship with her for the s*x?
Anything I can do to prove I'm worth giving another chance and trusting?
How can I prove to her I'm not gonna hurt her again? (I emotionally hurt her)
Do I even have a chance at getting her back?
Or is there anything that I should tell her out of reverse psychology to make her miss me and want her back?
Please help.
Please, if there's anything I can do to fix this, help me.
Yes, I know it sounds like we fight alot, but I only need help with solving us fighting, and getting back together with her. We do have a lot of good times.
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