Me and my friends had to go to practices every day during the summer, so we would be ready to try out for the volleyball team. I wanted to make the team more than anybody. When we actually tried out, I fell flat because of my nerves, even though I'm usually pretty good. My friend did great because she didn't care if she wasn't on the team, so she was much more laid back about it. She made the team and I didn't, even though throughout the summer at the practices the coach knew I was doing well.
Anyway, I don't know if I should become a manager this year so I have a chance at making the team next year. I don't even know what a manager does. If I do become one, I would think it would be painful because I would be constantly reminded that I didn't make the team. If I don't, then I'll never make the team and feel guilty for not doing what I love...I'm so confused! Somebody please help!
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