Ok here is the story. I met this man on a plane in november last year, we talked, he gave me his number asked that I call him.(he doesn't live in my hometown) So I called, we arranged a meeting, we went out , had a drink! and talked for about 2 hours. we had amazing conversation. when I went to drop him off at his hotel room he asked if I wanted to come up and I said no, he persisted and I said ok! lol So we talked some more and we kissed (the most amazing kiss of my life, it took my breath away) and then I went home. he said he would call me and he did, we talked on the phone a couple of times during the next two weeks and his job brought him to my hometown again and we met up. we talked, we kissed some more and then things got heated (u know) we were about to have s*x and he didn't have a condom ( I was like umm , its not going to happen without it) and he was just ready to go for it (the whole time I am thinking , who? in this day and age would have s*x with someone they met a month ago on a plane with out a condom) so we didn't have s*x , if we would have driven to a walgreens at that point it would have ruin the mood. so instead we just talked and talked and even danced and I felt we just clicked. I was way smitten, like never in my life. So after that night he called maybe once we talked or a couple of minutes and thats it. he never called me back. One druken night out I decided to text him and asked him when he was going to come down to see me? he replied the next morning and asked if I would be in town next tuesday. I replied and told him I would let him know in like 3 days. so within 2 days I replied and confirmed that I would be home on that they that he had asked and he never replied and I never heard from him again. The thing is for some weird reason, I still think about this man all the time. I always wonder of what could have happened, I have been on dates and none of them compare to the click I felt with him and I have defenetly have not been kissed that way or felt that way at all. so I deleted his number from my phone (I really didn't want to drunk text again) but I can go back to my phone records and get his number. should I call and try once more or should I just let it go and let it be? please help me make a decision!
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