Okay..so I am bi. And dating this girl. We have dated two other times before this. The first time we dated we broke up, because of this girl (Orion) that she told a long time ago that they could date in the Summer. So she broke up with me for Orion. Then they broke up, because Orion decided she was streight. So we dated again and broke up over another girl but it was my fault not hers. Then we got back together, and we are trying to stay together for a really long time. Instead of breaking up when we have somthing on our minds we just fight..
So last night my girlfriend was like, "So guess who's talking to me again?"
And I was like, "Who?"
And she's like, "Orion."
And I was like, "Oh, cool."
And she said, "Yeah, I am going to her house sometime next week."
I was sort of bothered by that but I let it go. Then I remembered that I asked her to come over next week and she's like I don't think I can, but now she is going to Orions. So I was really bothered, but I didn't say anything. Then later I was in a bad mood towards her, because I didn't think that was right..But I hate confrontation, so I didn't say anything. Then she started crying, and said, "It feels like you are going to leave me. Why are you being like this?"
And I didn't say anything, so she stopped crying and said, "I just want you to believe me when I say I love you, then say it back with meaning and not hesitation."
Then I started balling and threw the phone away to my friend. My friend told her I would call her back.
After I got myself together I called her back and she's like, "Okay, tell me what I did."
So I did...and she told me she only wants me and she hates being used and would never go back to someone that used her. I believed her...
Then later she told me to check something on her myspace for her and I was curious about Orion so I went to her page...I noticed a comment on Orion's myspace that said she missed her and stuff..
And my girlfriend had deleted all the comments she got from Orion, because she knew I would look.
I don't know if I should be mad..and if I should be I don't know how to confront her, because that would include mentioning I read Orion's comments from her account..
Advice??
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