My bestfriend and i have been friends for about 5 years. We're both 13 years old and our b-days are 4 days apart.We've been through everything together but its obvious that we're slowly growing apart. Now we're going into high school in about a week but we're goin to two different schools. Her sister has warned us that chances are that we wont be bestfriends. I've alwaysed noticed that she basically has a better life-style than i do. I guess you can say im jealous of her. Everything she has I want.In my own opinion my life compared to hers is garbage. She has the sister i alwaysed wanted but mine died when i was 6 years old. Our sisters would have been the same age so when i see my best friends sister getting her drivers license and goin off to college it makes me sad bcuz i think about how that woulda been my sister. My bestfriend also has a semi famous dad that once played in the nba and is now rich and lives in a beautiful house. While my dad is a full time assistant and a part time janitor. She's absoulotly gorgeous with light bronzy clear skin and straight teeth while im.....the exact opposite. She visits her family often and are really close to them while i only see a couple of my aunts every year or so. She's wealthy while my parents struggle to get the bills paid every month. She does everything i would dream of doing( going to concerts, vacationing in puerto rico, meeting celebs.etc.) Its like she lives the perfect life. So getting to the point, everytime i hang out with her i notice that i compare myself to her...ALOT. Then i look back at myself and my life and my self esteem goes way down but with my other friends i feel more comfortable. It seems like we're all the same but the moment i get with my best friend i feel like c**p. So should i stop hanging out with her? Afterall we probably will drift apart because we're going into different high schools. Or should I stick by her side til the end? Someone help. I love my bestfriend to death but i also want to be happy about my self instead of comparing my life to hers constantly.
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