I have no idea when the last this was updated was, but I'll post something up, and hopefully get a reply.
There's a dreamcatcher above my bed, and it's been there for a few years.
My ex girlfriend and her family were really into Native American stuff, so they had given me a few dreamcatchers. Being in the relationship and being happy, I happily took them and displayed them over my bed.
But the relationship became poisonous, controlling and abusive on both sides, and we broke up, and I fell into depression and became all suicidal and c**p.
But then I eventually came out of that after a few months, and met my new girlfriend.
The dreamcatcher still remained above my bed, but I had forgotten about it; it had become an everyday item, as plain as a lightswitch.
My girlfriend and I started having problems at about exactly the same time me and my ex did, and basically now, (after two years, exactly the length of my first relationship) my current girlfriend may or may not break up with me. It's January, and she doesn't have the time during this semester to think about it, so she'll decide if we'll still be together around summer. I am not allowed to contact her at all until then, or else she'll break up with me right on the spot.
So once again, I'm extremely depressed, not suicidal, but just as depressed as I was before.
I just realized that there is a dreamcatcher over my bed. Most likely from my first girlfriend.
Could it possibly be poisoned or cursed, due to the extremely emotional circumstances and events surrounding its origin, and the poison is leaking into my life? Is the anger felt by my ex contained within that dreamcatcher, and is slowly killing me?
Or am I just attributing things to an inanimate object in order to find out the reason things are going so wrong?
If someone could please help, it would be much appreciated.
Thanks.
email me at egj5006@yahoo.com , because I'm not sure I'll remember this exact URL in the future.
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