My parents are flying to Cyprus and if I want to go, will pay for my ticket too. My younger sister is my best friend in the world and I want to be there more than anything but here are some reasons why I probably won't go and I need some inupt to help make the final decision:
1. I will be 15 weeks pregnant when we fly out and the trip, including layovers will be 24 hours. We will be on a plane at one point for 12 hours.
2. I will have to fly back by myself
3. We recently lost my older sister to a car accident and she was 7 months pregnant, so my parents are terrified of me flying back by myself after the wedding
4. my dad thinks I will be risking a miscarriage from the stress of travelling
5. I sometimes suffer from clinical anxiety but it has been gone for 2 weeks. I will not be able to take medication if it comes back during the trip, as I am pregnant.
6. I have a child with autism and another with asthma who I hate to leave behind, even though I know my husband, their daddy will take good care of them
I want to be brave. I want to go and be there for the most important day of her life. On the other hand, I am organizing a wedding for her here in Florida (even though she will already be married but it is for her friends here and so my kids can be in it.)
I could just put my energies into the one over here, but to not be at her real wedding seems tragic to me and I want to be courageous, not a wimp.
I need to decide by friday so my mom can buy the tickets.
help.
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