To make a long story short, I had a huge fight earlier this year with my childhood friend of 7 years and since I haven't been able to stop thinking about her and it still hurts me. It was a tremendous fight in which all the truths came out and made all those years seem like a sham. We vowed not to talk to each other again, but I can't hate her for some reason. I didn't want to be enemies but the things she said could well qualify her to be one. I just fell out with my other friend, so I really have no best friends right now apart from one in another town. Friends aren't really essential to me now since I'm a senior and afraid of leaving close ones once college comes, but should I patch up things with her even though I know it wouldnt be nearly as strong as before? She constantly downplayed my intelligence, secretly judged me, and her father really doesn't like me for some reason which restricts the things we do together. Although those things were bad, she always had my back and never used me. Is it worth patching things up knowing it just wont be the same?
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