I think I may need to seek help or counseling, but I'm not really sure where to begin. I experience these persistent compulsions that will nag me to the point of missing classes if I don't rectify whatever it is I feel is incorrect.
-I have an inordinate fascination with symmetry and everything in my living space must be positioned according to such.
-I have an unhealthy obsession with bodily appearance as I always feel that there is something wrong or out place.
-I have zero interest in my academic studies and find myself "leap frogging" through ideas. If I go to finish my homework, I'll suddenly feel the need to clean and as I go to clean I'll feel the need to complete another task. It's difficult to accomplish anything.
-I have a serious fear of almost any kind of large social gathering or occasion. I dread them to such extremes that I often feel physically sick just thinking about them. I have also developed a nervous tic when I speak and become nervous or unsure.
I've been experiencing many of these problems for several years now and was content to pass some of them off as pure teen apathy, but now that I'm in college things have only gotten worse and now I'm in danger of failing classes when I have to pay for them! What should I do?
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