I am deeply in love with my best friend. I never feel as happy as when I am with her, and I think she is the most beautiful, s**y woman I have ever met.
There are a lot of complicated issues. I am married, and so is she. We are all friends, though her and I were the first to meet, and we are the closest.
We are very good friends. We tell each other everything and hang out all the time. I'm also good friends with her husband, who I met through her, but she tells me things that he doesn't know and I tell her things that my wife doesn't know. We also complain about problems in our marriages to each other. We both get along much better with each other than with our spouses.
I don't want to hurt anyone. I like her husband a lot, and am still in love with my wife. I wish I didn't have these feelings towards my friend, but the reality is that I do. It's not something I can control.
I have told my friend how beautiful I think she is. She has told me I am handsome.
I am moving out of town at the end of this month. My feelings grow stronger by the day. I feel like this is a huge burdon I'm carrying around. I want to tell her how I feel before I go. I'm affraid of what might happen, but I also think that I'll regret it forever if I don't tell her.
I don't want to divorce my wife, and I don't want her to divorce her husband.. but still...
I'm not looking for judgements. Just advice. Thanks.
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