okay so i've been playing cello for 2 years,
and then 5 months ago i though well maybe i should try out for this really high level orchestra,
but that was only because the guy i liked was in it,
now i found out he was two timing me so now i never want to see him again,
also i feel like if i do try out for this,
ill just embarrass myself because
i KNOW that im not good enough.
my audition is in 2 hours and i have to decide if i want to skip it and wait till next year (when my other friends are trying out and ill learn more)
or do it now just to see what it's like.
please help me im so confused!
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