Should i just let go & give up or should i put my heart out there agian

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Should i just let go & give up or should i put my heart out there agian?

I met this guy 2 years ago, who i had a strong connection with, but we stayed friends.Everything was okay until he began to change, and and at times he would say hurtful things that may have seems funny to him, but were offensive to me. I let it side most of the time, but one day i just could'nt take it any more, and i exploled with tears(not in front of him, after school at home), that my mother, and his mother found out(from a phone call), and also i wrote a hateful letter to him(the next day), saying all the things i dislike about him, and how he makes me feels bad.

We stopped talk for about 3-4 months. But then we started talking again, but it werid now b/w me a him.. and both of us are the same age. But it seems like he wants to talk about what happen but, he a little afriad of what might happen next...i just want to know what he thinks, or if i hurted him or not..but he also knows that i kind of develped "feelings" for him, and i wrote that in the letter, but i just want to know where me, and him stand right now.

i went throught depression for the entire school year after this,

2 weeks ago

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2 weeks ago

lost over 30 pounds, drop my grades, and gain a weak repuation at my school..

keep i mind that am one of those resever, quiet people, and he's one of those out going, player time, or at lesast he trying to be. , but i see soemthing in hm that no other girl sees..or maybe it just me..he's a Taraus am a scorpio (for you guys into astrology)

what am bascially asking is should i even bother to fix things with this type of guy, or shoul di just move forward and wait untill me & him talk about it?

can you tell that am emotional bcuz of this?

didi i fall to hard for him?

i can't see him in person till sept

but i can always email him on myspace...but i think that would be ackward.

Answer 1

he is tired of going five hole for the score let him try top shelf or the back door play...

Answer 2

Forget him. Move on. Guys aren't worth dating 'til about age 25 ( my own pers. opinion).

You fell for an idiot. No worries it happens to the best of us. Learn from your mistake and *ahem*

THIS IS THE HOCKEY SECTION.

Answer 3

Dangit! Jay took all the hockey-based sexual innuendos.

Answer 4

isn't this the hockey section?

Answer 5

Seems like you put alot of time and thought in this question, and not to be rude but this is the hockey section so my advice is to copy and paste this to the dating question p.s i actually didnt read any of that ^_^

Answer 6

you said "hurted"

Answer 7

I am getting sick and tired of all the un-related hockey questions today

not to be rude but do you people look at your questions??????it could have been easily catgorized in the art section....geez