There's a school called Bard College at Simon's Rock. It's a school for teens who have completed tenth and eleventh grade, as well as a few high school graduates, to attend college. College a year or two early! I could be done with school sooner than i technically should be. I didn't get in this year, but im reapplying. I could either go in January, or next fall. The problem is, i have a new boyfriend. We've been together since April 1, 2008. Almost five months. It's the longest relationship i've ever been in. I love him to death. I've loved him practically since i met him in eighth grade. I have a best friend who i've been friends with since sixth grade. I love my friends to death. I love some of my family to death. And my high school is nothing special, but at the age of 16, it's my life at the moment. I'm thinking of going to the college in January, which is about four or so months from now. I feel that it's really soon but at the same time, it would be awesome rather than having to wait. Then again, if i went next fall, i would have more time to spend with people, knowing that i would be leaving. The thing is, i can't decide if i really should go. I know that i want to, but i don't know if i want to bad enough. My best friend would kill me if she knew i was leaving. She started crying last year when i said that i wanted to.... i hadn't even begun to fill papers out, and she was crying! My boyfriend is saying that i should go and not have him or the best friend hold me back. I can't make up my mind. I really do love my boyfriend. I know that i'm 16, which is young, and that people throw the words "i love you" around a lot, but i really do love him. My entire family loves him. I don't know what i would do without him. He's my everything. I see no flaws in him at all and there is no one like him. He's the main reason it's hard for me to make up my mind.
Any input?
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