i love my fiance very much. thinking of leaving him breaks my heart... but recently have been looking at him and only seeing only the bad. everything he does that used to just bug me a little now really annoys me and i am snapping at him alot more...
last week i met a man who was lovely, i have started to have feelings towards this new man, he is married and will not leave his wife so there will be no relantionship, which i am ok with. but this new man has shown me that i am still pretty and i can still attract men to me and that there are other men out there and he has made me look at my releantionship and wonder if my fiance is the one for me. it breaks my heart to think of not living with my fiance, but i keep thjinking of reasons to break up with him.and not very good reasons to stay with him.
i dont want to leave him as i think i still love him and i have dreamed that he will be the father of my children.. but how can i marry this man and have his children if, after only 2 years, i am thinking of ending it?
how can i find the love again? how can i stop thinking that i could do better?
please help. serious answers only please
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