My dad just died a month ago, and I've been really depressed, which brings on headaches, sore throats, wooziness and just weakness. Not all at once, but that's what I've been feeling for the past week. But it hasn't been just after he died, because this happened before when I was living with him, so I don't think it's triggered by that. Could it be something bigger that I have to have checked?
As for the suicidal thoughts, they aren't so much as 'suicidal' as 'wishing for someone to kill me', but they're the same.
I don't want to go to counseling because I don't see how someone can even really help me through this if they don't even know me or my dad, so don't suggest that...
But is this normal for someone to go through? I'm only 14 and I don't think it's very normal.
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