Since you won't answer my follow ups maybe I should just kill myself, huh?

Question

I'm past the age where 'I have so much to live for' or 'you have so much more to experience'. It's all c**p. I've experienced life, and it, and everyone who has it has spit in my face. I know there are people MUCH worse off than me but it's all about perspective right? Life doesn't want me. People don't want me so I don't want life or anybody in it. I'm through trying to put myself out there and get rejected by friends/women/jobs/family. Goodbye everyone. Hate comments are greatly appreciated. I LOVE humor.

Answer 1

I hope things get better dude, whatever is eating you alive.

Answer 2

I've been away from home for a month, just came back to check out answers.  Sorry to see someone so angry and upset with life.  However, you still love humor, so you have not lost everything!  

  If you feel you have nothing to live for, I understand that very well.  At times it seems like nothing is going right, nobody loves us, nobody appreciates the gifts we each have to offer just by being here.  

  I hope you will find humor in your dark place...find that you do have a reason live.  I don't know why you've suffered so much in your life... why people have disappointed you... why you feel so rejected.  I do understand your feelings, I've been rejected by people I trusted, and it stinks.  But they are not who you are... they are who they are!  You can't help how other people act no matter how good your intentions or actions.

  Some people just don't give anything to anyone else.  They suck up your energy and good stuff and leave you empty.  That's life.  So you have to keep a little of yourself for yourself.  Don't give everything you have to make someone else happy.  

  I wish you happier days.

Answer 3

If you really were going to kill yourself you wouldn't have announced it on Yahoo Answers first, just not something a person who has made peace with the fact they are about to die would do. Also, are you going to wait and see how many people resond to your 'Question'? Because that's another couple of days right there that you won't be killing yourself. About perspective, you clearly don't have any. You must also be quite the loser to be rejected by every single person inyour life, as you wrote. I have never met or heard of anyone who didn't at least have one person (your MOM) who didn't love them. Get a puppy. And if you are really one of the rare people who will tell total strangers on the internet you're ready to take your own life and then actually do it, you are a sad, sad little man and God speed with the suicide.

Answer 4

You sound like you are starved for attention. I guess you don't have enough love in your life now, or didn't get enough when you were growing up. Sucks for you. Deal with it.

PS- You're probably too scared to actually kill yourself. I bet you'll chicken out.

Answer 5

Maybe you have unrealistic ideas about life and friendship?  Yes, you're right, it's all about perspective, and maybe it's time to adjust your perspective.  You're a good looking guy, but looks are very small in the grand scope of things, and maybe you're putting a little bit too much emphasis (positive or negative) on looks, yours and others.  Looks fade, but personalities have the potential to become more beautiful with experience.  Why don't you work on your inside for a while and see if you don't attract more friends?

You WILL get rejected in life.  You will get dumped, duped, and made a fool.  It happens to everyone and is a part of life.  You learn to deal or check out, but you only get out of it what you put in.  

You will only find happiness through yourself... others cannot bring it to you.

Answer 6

Listen, you can't expect a bunch of total strangers on Yahoo Answers to solve all your problems for you. You have to build up your own self-esteem. I'm sorry your life is terrible, but YOU are responsible for YOUR actions. If you can't afford therapy, or medication to help you, consider joining a support group or something. Call a toll-free hotline to talk to someone. Just STOP sitting around and feeling sorry for yourself! If you want to better yourself, then the responsibility lies in your hands.