im a teenager.. im a normal girl.. im not an outsider or anything.. i just stepped out the social scene for about.. 2 years.. cuz ive been dating this guy
i miss going out to clubs, and partys and just hanging out.. having alot of friends and girlfriends (friends who are girls..lol) i hung out ALOT.. it was like.. the best times in my life.. im happy with my bf now, its just. idk..
now, im missing my social life.. i feel very
awkward and out of place when i try to hang out with another group of girls cuz i dont have the same bond with them as they do with eachother
u know what i mean??
and i get so nervous.. its like.. i forgot how to act normal in front of other girls..
i had this best friend for 4 years, drama happened..and we got in a fight. (physical fight) now we dont talk at all.. she tried talking to me before on myspace..but i ignored her. now i see her pix on myspace and stuff, she looks like shes having the best time of her life.. and im like.. not. i miss her.. but she changed.. like.. my whole school doesnt like her.. i dont know what to do
what do i do?? i feel so out of place.. even though they dont mean to put me in a place like that. im just sooo.. self contious. (cant spell)
i want to go to a new school this year.. i asked my mom, she said no cuz its my senior year and its too late.
thats not true right??
somebody.PLEASE HELP ME.
this is taking over my life.. im not overreacting or anything
i wanna make over or something.. im just.. so confused.
do u think its weird when somebody just all of a sudden hangs out in your group??
or is it whatevers? im so self concious
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