that my friend wrote, and i'm really concerned. here are a FEW of the things that she wrote:
I live in fear of myself every day. Fear of what I am. Fear of what I am turning into. Fear of what I could do to others if I can't stop myself. Fear of what others could become because of me. How can I change? How do I stop without falling into myself? Losing myself to the fear of what I could do and what I could become. No one can answer my questions because no one can hear my cries. My strength alone isn't enough to take the easy way out of this life - to kill myself. No, I am not strong enough to do it alone. I can't stand trying to survive through each day knowing that I am causing pain to others constantly and effortlessly. The worst part is that I can't stop - even though I know I should.
this is another one:
The only reason we have hearts is for others to break - to rip apart, step on, tear to pieces, burn, and kick around. But, even then, the pieces, no matter how broken they are, still want the comfort they once had from the one that broke it.
should i be concerned about this? what should i do about it (do i leave it alone or tell someone)? it sounds to me like she wants to kill herself, and i REALLY don't want her to do that, she is my very best friend.
SORRY THIS IS SO LONG!
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