I'm going back to school on Monday. I am so sad about going back...I hate all the homework and I don't know who is in my classes or my lunch. I'm going to be a junior. I'm really scared because I'll be in some classes with only seniors and I don't know ANY of them. None of my (few) friends are in my lunch. My best friend isn't in anything with me.
I'm just so mad that the whole summer is gone. I'm really nervous about gym class too because I suck at sports and don't want to embarass myself.
I've experienced this all before. I started treatment for depression back in January, and this summer was my happiest ever. At school, I'm always miserable. I'm sad that the summer is GONE and I can't do anything about it.
Waking up super early destroys me. (5:30-5:50 am) School is far away, I go to Catholic school.
PLEASE give me any advice. I need to feel better about going back. I just feel so numb right now, like I want to cry but I can't.
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