Well, basically one of my closest friends who is a year older than me is graduating this year, and she and our group of friends all invited me to go to her last prom which is not at my school. I DO want to go and support her at her last dance, but there is a problem. Her close friend will be there, this girl is happens to not like me very much. And to add to that, I won't know any friends aside from the ones that invited me. Which means that she can engage everyone into a conversation with her, and exclude me by any means possible.
It makes me feel really insecure because this girl is BEAUTIFUL and popular. I want to be able to go and enjoy myself, but the fact that this girl may be looking at me, and silently criticizing my looks, my dancing, and my personality is eating away at my self-confidence.
I want to squash the feud between us once and for all, but I've been told that she may be aloof and distant to people who she doesn't know.
I'm really torn about this, I feel like no matter how well I dress or dance or act she will always be better.
Normally I'm not this insecure but for some reason this is eating at me more than other things would. It's grown to the point where I almost want to skip her prom to avoid seeing this girl.
(Sorry if this was a repost, I accidentally deleted this question >.<)
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