Some g**s feel anxiety or depression? please help me?

Question

I have anxiety... my problems started with my sexuality when I was like 17.. since I was so young.. I remember I felt so anxious about an exam.. when I have an exam.. I feel nervous. a night before that.. I can't sleep.. I have been taking venlafaxine 150mg, and clonazempa of 2mg.. if I can't sleep at nights.. I have visited two psychologists.. they told me I could change my sexuality if I want.. one of both.. told me nobody was born g*y..g**s are by choice.. my psychiatry told me first.. I could change if I wanted.. now after months going with him.. I asked him again..and he told me being g*y is something natural.. he reads something new.. well he told me I should not to care what people said about me. but in my case yess I am so sensible.. I try to ignore them. I live in a small town in mexico,.I try to ignore what people say about me but I can't.. it's me feel annoying.. i get so angry very easy.. I am 21 years old.. now.. I have hypertension and I have a headache now.. I have taken medications for it.. I feel so bad.. as well of my stomach.. my high blood pressure is something emotional.. that's another doctor told me.. I don't like going to pshycologists because I don't like to speak about my personal life.. I have came out with my mom.. I am a son of a single mother.. she was not OK.. and she still bad or sometimes she says she loves me for who I am.. but I dont know what will be the idea when I will have a bf.. because I haven't in a relationship never in my life. sorry for my bad english.. and nobody has answered me my last question. so I resposted

Answer 1

Sucks to be g*y in a catholic country!

Its important to realize that you are OK, and that you can't stop being g*y. Its important to go to a place that will let you be g*y.  I would suggest, get your Visa to U.S or somewhere in Europe.

Answer 2

mate, slow down. you are normal and every thing is fine. you are just another average boy just trying to get by in life. nothing is easy. be g*y, be proud but most of all be your self. dont take drugs buddy it will only mess you up. you take care. see who ever you need but be strong.

Answer 3

i found this website: http://chilltown.weebly.com check it out!

Go to the topics page and go to the sexuality section!

I emailed the author and he said more info like this is coming! I really liked the site! go check it out for yourself!

I hope this helps!  

Answer 4

When you finally realize that no psychologist ,drugs,or temporary amusements can help you,

look to the Lord.

Answer 5

I think you could use a psychologist instead of the drugs. All that medicine should be your last resort. They can have some really bad side effects. (Like insomnia) Find a psychologist that doesn't think being g*y is a choice and get some counseling. Also I think you should stop caring about what everyone thinks of you. Be proud of who you are and more importantly accept who you are.

Edit: Contrary to popular belief the effeminate g**s are a minority not a majority.