Im 25 years old... I have a 7 year old and an 18 month old....right now my 18 month old is in geogia with his father....we split up a year ago... he sued me for full custody...i fought and I have physical and he has visitation....my son goes to GA one week a month from sat to sun...anyways... I miss my son soo much.... but im having a down day...I look at my life, and i feel maybe my son would be better off with his dad...his dad could give him more...his family is close, mine is not... my mom is an alcoholic, my dad was murdered 5 years ago, my sister and brother are drunks and druggies.... I have friends, but my ex has made me feel like my friends are all bad...I have to watch everything i do because he will take me back to court...i feel i can't have a life.... he tells me no one will love me and my two kids like he does.... I look at my past, i wamt my kids to have sooo much more than I did.... and I am doing that...but sometimes it doesn't feel like it... we live in an apartment, i work a full time job, not really happy here, i have a car, not in the best shape, but it gets us around.... i guess im just stressing out becasue i feel lost without my son... I have my daughter here with me, but it isn't the same... she misses him also... I dont' know...i g uess i just need to talk to someone.... thanks for reading this...
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