A while ago I met a girl that I completely fell for from the moment our eyes met. I thought it was a phase and it would pass. As the months rolled by, we became closer and closer, and eventually "best friends". The only thing was that these feelings I felt towards her never seemed to go away. Eventually, I reached the point where I had to confess. I said I was "bi" even though I only feel this way towards her. After that we slowly took more and more steps, she told me she was bi too, then I said I had feelings for her and she confessed to having feelings for me as well. Then we started to get more "physical" with each other, just holding hands and other flirting ways of touching each other. We both said we wanted the other, but when the time came for it, I couldn't do it. I love her, and being next to her and around her but when it came to the sexual aspect, I just couldn't. It was even anything that far either, just hooking up. And the other weird thing is that I'm not a prude, not by far. I'm not even a virgin. It's just really confusing. I love her and I want to be with her all the time, but why when it came down to the moment I couldn't? Any help is appreciated. Thanks.
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