Sounds dumb but...how can I love myself?

Question

1st off I love my friends to death I mean I could do anything for them…..but some times I feel like I don’t blong….(sounds dumb I know) but look at the diffrences

Im black(but not getto)}{ they’er both white

Im not preppy}{ they are!

I try to be friends with everyone meaning I have no ‘click’}{ they just want to be popoular

Im really short,curvy,and ummm…big b***s lol}{ ones anarexic the others balmeic(but has gotten help)

I know deep down that none of this matters…..but after a while you see it actully does! Like we’ll go to the mall,they’ll get hit on without even talking once to the guys while I sit and wait till they’er done. They are abnormaly tall and im abnormal short so they look like they’er 16(actully 13) while I look like Im 10(actully 14). Even the me being both black and white thing makes me feel left out….I think Its just when I talk to some one they think I’ll be ‘getto’ or something. I tried to learn to embreces this ,I thought that thoes are all the reasons my friends are my friends. But then two of my best friends asked eacher who they thought was the prettiest (what a great thing to ask two people who have eatting disorders) I of corse didn’t get chosen but what hurt more is the fact that they apoligized for not picking me…so in defance I tried to joke around and say”Hey atleast I got bigger b***s!” I laughed but they said “I like small boobs” and “If you cant see past your b***s to your feet they’er to big” I said they wornt and one of them put thery’er head on my sholder and said that she couldn’t see a thing….after that we walked to a store and they stole my $ and spent it on candy. This is going to sound dumb but how can I learn to love myself when Im not even sure my friends love me?

Answer 1

well first of all *** dem dumb *** haters sum adivce find sum true friends not does crakers

really not every1 is alike nd der not da only ppl in this whole world find sum true firneds nd p.s act ur self i mean urself not ur color....nd i dun think of how yu describ ethem der not ur friends

Answer 2

First and foremost.

Your friends does not accept you the way you are.

So they are not a set of friends you should mix with. Friends accept the way u are no matter how u look like. They give u encouragement, motivation to look life in a positive way. NOT to make u feel down. Friends also cared about ur feelings sincerely.

NOT for the sake of asking.

I think ur friends are taking advantage of u.

come on there are better friends out there.

To love yourself u have to stop caring abt how ur ppl thinks abt u.

sumtymes the way they judge u are based on how they feel abt u, like example if ure pretty and they are jealous, they will say that ure ugly.

Learn to accept the way u are.

Stop caring abt how others think abt the way u look.

u are unique.

u are ONE OF A KIND.

for me, i always thinks other girls are pretty, but i kept saying it, but i dun make any difference in myself, so wads the point.

do things that makes u feel good.

go shopping for a new dress?

work it out?

get to know more people?

ull feel better..

smile every morning u wake up, tell urself everything will be okay.

and if u believe in it, trust me, it will..

ur young, u need to live life to the fullest..

enjoy ur teens..

Answer 3

You have some friends that need help. You can do better. The black/white issue should not be one especially amongst friends. You should like your bigger b***s. That is you and love your skin color for many lighter skinned people including myself love to tan to achieve color.I say get new friends and lift your head up high.Join some groups at school that are of interest to you, and do not lose focus on why you are in school.