I may be pregnant I may not be and now that I'm realizing how incredibly slim the chances that I am are I'm getting really upset. My boyfriend and I had s*x like 15 times this weekend and he came in me. I know that the signs wouldn't show up this early and I guess I'm just really hoping that I am. I'm supposed to be starting the period pill today so I was hoping that I would end up getting pregnant. We spent all day talking about it and how much we both would love for it to happen. We're not exactly trying to conceive but we wouldn't mind at all if we did. We're deciding on Sunday if I should start my new pack of birth control but honestly I really don't want to. Talking about it with him just made me realize how in love I am with him and how he really is the one. I know that I'm going to be really bummed out if it turns out that I'm not pregnant. He's already planning on looking for a house for us and to get married after we have the baby (if it happens).
How can I tell him that I don't want to keep on my pill?
He wants a family. He has 3 children already but his ex won't let him see them. Its not like we're two kids. He is 30 and has an amazing job. As soon as I can get out of the town I'm living in that has NO forms of public transportation or job openings, I'll actually have a chance at getting a job. I know how much work it takes to raise a child, I've been around them all my life I know what you have to do. We both want this, I'm just sad because I don't think I'm pregnant.
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