Strange connection or soul mate?

Question

I got slammed from some of the PERFECT MORAL people in here for

admitting that I have been strongly drawn to someone outside my marriage for close to seven years now. I have never acted on this but want to give a few examples of why this jolts me so.

1. I can see his aura which is white with grey lines

2. I FEEL him and know if he is unhappy or hurt.

3. I have not seen him nor laid eyes on him in a year but I wore

a tee shirt from his Dojo and we drove past each other a few hours

later.

4. I could feel energy from him like a force field when he walked past

me and light shines from his eyes when he looks at me.

5. Has any one had this experience?? PLEASE NO rude comments!!

Answer 1

I personally believe it's chemistry.  There is alot of energy between the two of you.  I wouldn't say soulmates, but I would definitely say "chemistry".  I'm divorced and I will say that when the marriage gets dull, your inner person is looking for that same spark( that magnetic pull towards the opposite s*x).  After so many years of marriage, it becomes a shock that you could ever have that feeling again, ecspecially with someone that's not your husband while you're married to your husband.  You have energy to release, you like the way you feel inside just being in the presence of this man.  It's human.  Sometimes what we feel is not what the other feels, so be careful, don't act impulsively in an awkward situation.

Answer 2

Yes. Been there, felt that, actually have seen that light, felt the pull, and no, it's not just lust (although there might be an element of that..)..it's not quite love, either...it's a fascination, and it doesn't just go away...no matter how long you wait.

And yes, he probably does have a past life connection with you in this one. He was a soul mate in the past, a partner, may not have even been a lover, may have been a father or mentor in the past...may have been someone who didn't get to fulfill a promise to you..may have not even been a "him"...but yes, probably someone you agreed to meet up with in this life time to support the learning of a life lesson. So, yes, a soul mate.

So, knowing this, you now need to ponder "What does this present life connection, or lack of one, want/ned to teach me? Why does my soul mate come back in this life and be unavailable to me?"

A couple of possible reasons come to mind:

If your past relationship with him caused someone else pain and suffering, you two have karma to pay off. If you fail to abide by the rules in this life, you will be forced to relive this experience until you "get it".

The timing just may not be right in this life...yet. Living properly in this lifetime and abiding by existing contracts, considering the damage to others before you proceed with interactions, etc, will allow the path to unfold as it should in this life time. Please note that "AS IT SHOULD" does not necessarily mean "as you want it".

You could be being tested. If you failed a similar test before, you may be retested to see if you've evolved. If you did well on your last exam, you may STILL be retested, only to a lesser degree, to see if the lesson "took"...scary, isn't it?

The people who are beating you up will each have their own special "test", too...being accepting of other's faults and  learning to be non-judgmental may actually be their life lesson this go around. Learn yours and let them learn theirs...and don't take finger pointing to heart. People like you who are tested in this way suffer greatly, and with suffering comes evolution. When they've reached that level of suffering, they won't feel much like pointing fingers any more.

My humble advise:

Try to determine your life lesson from this event. Use your North Node, South Node and aspects to Saturn to help find the life lesson. A bit like "where's waldo"...but the message is really there, if you look.

Always always do the right thing and never let an out of control moment throw you into a recurring lesson. The right thing will vary..for some, it's a confession and revealing the feelings. For me it was turning away from the person to concentrate on the person I had in front of me. (And yes, I was tested again...) This was incredibly difficult and painful, but I understood that I was being tested, and quite frankly, I didn't want to ever go through that kind of thing again. Your case may be different, as your life lesson most assuredly is...

Speak with your heart. Love and respect can be expressed without physical performance. Sacrifice for the sake of another is the ultimate expression of love. It causes the most suffering for you, that's true, and this theory runs counter to everything American society ("all about me") says is good for you, but it's the mature response to a situation like this where limiting damage may mean limiting time in the "fire".

Your soul connections are not lost to the world just because you can't live them out in a life time. Something that strong doesn't just "die". So, if you chose to turn away, have faith that your soulmate will return to you at some time. And if you choose to make the connection, understand the consequences of your actions, karmatically.

Sorry, not a lot of "flowers and hearts" for you. But I do wish you the very best of luck and warm regards.

Answer 3

You should live your life according the way you see fit and not...EVER worry what outside people have to say.  Be strong and Be Yourself.  These people don't pay your bills or cry when you're hurting.   d**n them all.

Good Luck to you in your life and whatever you do.

Answer 4

Yeah I can see what you're talking about, I've been feeling the same things with my bf and much more that I cannot explain with words (We also have strange and beautiful neptune/pluto/moon aspects in our composite and synastry charts)

Well I can say:

You're experiencing a strange connection with your soulmate and that's what I call real LOVE!

Wish you the best o luck, have a great day everyone :)