When I was younger I never use to have this. It use to be another strange thing that happened where I heard someone scream in my head, and at the same time I was screaming, I even had my mouth open, but no sound came out,and right after the screaming in my head stoped I fell foward violently, but everyone around me never seemed to notice despite me moving. When I asked they'd reply nothing happened. Then this feeling stopped and I was happy but another took over. I developed this thing, especially around water (shower, swiming pool, etc.) where I feel like I'm drowning, hopeless, dying, horrible feeling. I noticed that everytime I get this feeling someone close to me dies. I've had small ones and I remember my uncles brother dies. I've had big ones (lasted longer) and my grandmother died, my cousin got shot and died, and a family friend died. It's happened many times and someone's died. (I'll continue this in the next paragraph, I ran out of space. Give me a few minutes.) ...
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